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okie . so i thought of a few things . is she worthed it ? or totally not . and i cant come out iwth an answer . anyone who dates that moron is nothun too far frm what he is anyway . okie this is gettin weird . i have sudden thoughts of girls liking me and im breaking their hearts rite now . cuz they found that de one i like is not them . ARGH . f . can u girls come to ur senses . i love all of u . and i only hate myself for only having to choose one . and im nt unfaithful . and god damn it . i dun like anyone now , keep forcing me and ill turn gayy mann . and shit my frens . they have to fall for the same girl . thdn i will let them be . and thdn they have to screw the whole thing up . and thdn ill just look at the debris of a broken . nv be implemented again . its so fucked up watch ur frens doing their pathetic mojo , cmon , u dun even know what she likes adn ur trying to woo her , all i can do is stand and watch my prize get destroyed . thats particularly why i hate some of my frens . damn it .
one thing i really hate . is hurting someone's feelings . especially girls . thank god for creating them . but thd again . i hate to see them cry . or sadd really . i cant be the old do everythin a girl wants josh . now im doing me best to be what they want . and now i think . ill break hearts . and obviously i hate that. damned it . i am still who i am . just evolved .
so i love u .
so i let u be who u wanna be .
so i hate who u wanna be . or being
BUT i still love u .
and hate u at de same time ,
damn u
okie and guess what i do today to forget bout this stupid things in my head .
go abuse my eyes .
and again . porn is for losers .
so . victoria's secret fashion show's still rocks .
gosh . do i wanna eat them up or what .
they look so freakin cute and sWeet .
damn . i really can be a player .
and im not .
okie , so i know what works on a girl or not ,
but its all for the sake of .
finding my true love duh ,
where i can channel all my love energy on .
i mean . i just put some in a girl and they swoon like as if im de perfect guy
fuck u. no one;s perfect .
i just want my baby , my true love , my sweet beautiful loving mature and kick ass wife .
=(
waiting for my other soul . who thinks like me at least , with some of my philosophies and some of her unique own . or at least frens like this would make my life better . or not , cuz eagles dun fly together . ghaha . but eagles mate ! okie . . okie . . stop ur imagination
ppl say i look like a player , damn them .
frens say i look like one but aint one . okie . ur a lil damned .
best frens says im one . okie . ur so damned .
joshua sim says im not one . =)
SIGHS when will this end . complications . im really experiencing weird stuffs . weird thoughts . weird ppl . weird allover . maybe its just me . okie . lets stick to weird .
-josh the delinquent
-music ; missing-evanescence
