this sucks . just found out that i really love her . okie . im actually feeling sad . alrite josh . control . you can do this . just let her be . even though she does not admits it . wait . thdn that would be u going through the whole shit again , damn it . love is blind . so blind . josh . its time to hate urself . or remember who u are , thats rite , remember who u are . and everything else doesnt matter anymore . not like the ppl in de world know who u are anyway . shit . its supposed to be classified . forget it . i had enough . i love u? i really need the truth now . josh. ur a jerk . wake up . ARGGHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stupid girl . ima find cupid and shoot him down with a sniper and make him eat grenades . die cupid . die
