there has always been ghosts in systems . rules . and mentality .

random segments of code that have been put together to form unexpected protocols

unanticpated, these free radical engendered questions of freewill .

creativity , and even the nature of what we call the soul

why is it when some are left in the darkness , they seek out the light .

how do we explain this .

random segments of code ?

or is it something more ?

when does perceptual schematic turn to consciousness ?

when does the difference engine become the search for truth ?

when does the personality stimulation become the bitter moat of the soul?

what do u see here in my eyes ?

creativity . freewill . consciousness . the truth . my soul . ?

or is there something more .

is there something missing .

is there someone missing me .

mann . i am tired .

ima fight .

till the end is where i wanna go .

to fall on my knees and pass out on the ground .

that is when i know . ived done my best .

for amigoz that hasnt woke up yet . or still dont know what u want in life .

or still dont know what to do with it . and to those who's deciding to leave it .

im just going to wait .

im not going to care anymore .

u guys think what u guys wanna think .

ived told u what i have to say .

in the end . right there . take me down . if im wrong .

if i didnt encouraged u . helped u . loved u . cared for u . support u .

take me down if i haven done any of that .

but heyy . again . its ur life . even though i love to make a difference .

i cant do much effectively if u dont let me .

anyway amigoz . take bloody good care .

dont cry over milk that ur gnna spill . cuz thdn u would ask . why the hell did i spill it .

or rather save the trouble . drink it down now .

mann . i am tired .

ima fight .

till the end is where i wanna go .

to fall on my knees and pass out on the ground .

that is when i know . ived done my best .

for amigoz that hasnt woke up yet . or still dont know what u want in life .

or still dont know what to do with it . and to those who's deciding to leave it .

im just going to wait .

im not going to care anymore .

u guys think what u guys wanna think .

ived told u what i have to say .

in the end . right there . take me down . if im wrong .

if i didnt encouraged u . helped u . loved u . cared for u . support u .

take me down if i haven done any of that .

but heyy . again . its ur life . even though i love to make a difference .

i cant do much effectively if u dont let me .

anyway amigoz . take bloody good care .

dont cry over milk that ur gnna spill . cuz thdn u would ask . why the hell did i spill it .

or rather save the trouble . drink it down now .

okie , this is retarded .

se mua gt a 15 / 30 for ss class test !

WTH !!

haha . yes i studied (on that day)

but still i got all my facts !!!

haha . i think may may was out to get me .

but i can see in her face that she knows im improving la . (shes not mad at me just now)

okie so i get kicked in de rear !

anyway . i tele the answers .

so dumb .

cuz my essay has 3 links written in red with a big question mark .

so may was like . josh . thought u skipped school blahblahblah . "so u dont need teachers anymore" kinda stuff s.

yes yes . she knows i knows .

so i was irritated by my marks la .

so after lesson i go ask her wassup with that LINK stuff .

oh mann . she explained . it was just simply answering the question in a more precise and explained wayy .

okie . thdn here comes the wrong part .

she said in an understanding tone "just because u dint write the links . ur essay marks could have differ another 5 marks more ," (see . told u she wasnt mad)

and thats 20/30 !! omg .

and french babe got my fav numero ! haha wth . feel so useless la .

okie , now im pissed . but i deserve it !!

garh !! somebody headshot me .

i deserve it for not writing the link down .

so yeah basically thats for today . cuz im lethargically going through the day .

i think my body has a mind of its own !!

im nt sleepy mentally . but body is killing me .

or sometimes other . its de other wayy round .

okie so revision schedule report .

bio - 3/4 done . left reproduction and nutrition in plants and animals .

science - ran through . know the concepts . lack - memorization and practice . time needed . 4 days .

humans - ss . left memorization for seq plus learn to link . skills - comparison is 90% rite . the double c's is f'ed up cuz i have to learn to link (ilost lota marks there too ) . inferences just have to make the right inferences and dont think so much . and im done . time needed 2-3 days .

humans - geo . left memo . application of maps . the rest is reliable on ur intelligience and creativity . time needed . 2-3 days .

amath - left about another 18 chapters . sticking to schedule 2 chap a day will work me out by end of sep holi and start of prelims . time needed . 9 days . practice .

e math - simple . memorize formula , steps , and different kinds of questions can be asked in a topic . skills needed - common sense in application . time needed . same as amath . this 2 are together . learn Am and ur Em will soar . practice .

English - practice practice baby . and gtta look for some hot cool looking words . learn formats . strategies . shortcuts blabla . im an english person rite . no more stupid lame stuffs . and stop attemping arguementative anymore ( failed cuz nv personalize it or relate it ) . but no risk taking for now . gtta stick to my element . one word essays ! haha .

okie . so josh , all this in 2 months and 2 weeks for prelims .

not a prob rite ??

yea dude . ur already half wayy there . rock on !

kick ass !! so everyone can study at home !!

see ? its for the good of humanity . haha . gah !!

off ta work .

MAMASITA IS COMING TOMORROW !!!!!!!

Alrito Josh .

NO panics .

Ur studying rite ?

Gd .

Plus . The sight of her would just push me beyond my limits .

Mamasita ! u rule !

i miss ur strength . i miss ur courage

i miss ur teachings bout life .

i miss ur cooking !!

i miss ur sweet care when i was sick .

i miss ur hugs .

i miss the smile on ur beautiful face (yes my mom is hot)

i miss ur encouragement .

i miss times for ur sacrifice .

i miss ur heart .

mom !! dont suffer anymore !

dad's love . he is just blind .

yes he looks hot too . thats y .

there are ppl asking for ur hand . rich handsome cool dudes !!

please mom . consider it .

Oh yeah .

guess what .

BRO IS COMING TOO !!!!!!!

Yo dude . The coolest kid in town .

yes he is just 13 .

and he will kick ur ass if u were to bring it down .

Smart kidd . dont ruin it bro , come back nxt year . promise ill guide u .

yes bro . u get away with more stuffs thdn i do .

yeah bro . u are one smart ass .

u are one big Mafia . i miss u bro . i miss the time we went for shootouts .

i miss the time we cooperated and masterminded disasters for the town .

i miss the time when we got looked for by authorities .

miss the time we actually got away with it . thanks for that creative head of urs .

miss the time we trashed the kidds in town and were de best .

missed the time we sneaked out of the house .

miss the time i teached u tricks and devices .

the time when u laughed at me for being stupid .

the time u planted a fart bomb under my bed .

the time i superglued and chewing gummed ur hair .

the times we fought .

the times we had .

damn it ! i miss u brother !

u rule !



now . that u guys are by my side .

i will draw ur energy .

ur encouragement without speaking will do magic .

like the guardians that have returned .

i miss u guys .



like a boy who wants his mommy .


josh . the trinity .

there has always been ghosts in systems . rules . and mentality .

random segments of code that have been put together to form unexpected protocols

unanticpated, these free radical engendered questions of freewill .

creativity , and even the nature of what we call the soul

why is it when some are left in the darkness , they seek out the light .

how do we explain this .

random segments of code ?

or is it something more ?

when does perceptual schematic turn to consciousness ?

when does the difference engine become the search for truth ?

when does the personality stimulation become the bitter moat of the soul?

what do u see here in my eyes ?

creativity . freewill . consciousness . the truth . my soul . ?

or is there something more .

is there something missing .

is there someone missing me .

the fallen . come get me rocker .

i fell in love with the girl at the rock show .

Silence . As The Moon Light Wavers .

Right Here . Is Where I Am .

With Courage . Feeling The Ground Quaver .

Darkened Blood Within . For Reasons I Stand .

when there is hope there is life .

similarly . when there is life .

there is hope .

im not giving up . neither should u .

dont leave this world without a word .

i love u mom .

make me the dinner ,

set up the table .

show me that u care .

say the magic words .

before i say im sorry .

im startin to hate the sight of things .

i cant look at it any much more .

damn u josh . ohh u mr ohh so great .

dude josh . think about it . wth .

if i have the chance to beat up myself rite now i would .

Mann . michael buble . what would u do if u were me .

Einstein . give me strength . give me creativity .

and Mo cuishle . give me Dilligence .

im in a state of mind im not suppose to be in .

Christ Lord . Show me the Shining Star that leads the way .

i cant afford to fall again . one chance . one opportunity .

Success is just there josh . go get it .

let no heart matters bother u now .

step outside these walls .

unleash the warrior within . rage my fren . rage .

and when i stop to take a breather .

i want to hear no one else breathing . no one else standing .

i want to see the entire battlefield turn into a bloodplain .

i want to feel the sunrise . and let the wind caress with my sword thrusted to the ground .

and my dreams . unfold .

mo cuishle . giving ur all .

I fought on .

urself to blame for the forsakening .

gosh . things happen .

ppl die .

look back .

u left me there .

even when i was right in front of u .

sigh .

maybe ur potential is what i see .

but the destruction of urself is inevitable only to urself .

u chose this path .

things change . ppl change .

im in fond with the stories of lives .

their perspection .

and how they deal it with .

urs ? down right disappointing .

frankly speaking . u only think ur smart .

there are ppl who are really smart .

and see through ur bloody stupid lies .

but ppl live . ppl get confused . ppl misjudge .

nobody is an exception .

so i suggest u grow up .

and see the world like i do .

lessons in my life are inexchangable .

priceless .

and i thank God . for always being there for me .

showing me the way and light .

with strength and courage i yield his sword .

breaking through my fears i fought .

anyway . life is precious .

life is lovely .

life is an awesome thing .

im one in a million .

and i appreciate that .

for one tiny change on earth .

i woulden be here living .

im thankful .

arrogance ?

ha . it was all de fun of it .

but im proud of myself for doing some incredible things .

but i dun stay in the clouds for long .

haha . i dare to say this .

i am already humble .

u dont know more crazy stuff i have done . things that was once taught impossible .

but nvm .

its alright .

staying on track .

staying focused .

is what i need to do right now .

my dream is right there . just right there .

all i need to do .

is to go get it .

impossible is nothing .

so girl . wake up .

take away all ur masks .

what ppl think of u doesnt matter .

their "respect" is not worthed attaining .

its useless . u dont gain from it .

its like fighting for who's champion in tic tac toe .

so if ur de champion .

big bloody deal .

tic tac toe doesnt decide where i go in life .

tic tac toe doesnt decide my happiness .

tic tac toe doesnt decide or change my past .

rather u fight for something that hasnt been done b4 .

that ur de only one .


anyway . i wish u luck in life .

dun stumble again .

call me if u need anything .

ill be there for u .

probably u think u might ruin me and my future .

or that ur not worthy enough .

but heyy again . love is blind .

and love isnt all about bgr .

its purely love for a person .

ur mum . ur dad . a friend . worldy love .

love is blind . learn to appreciate things in life .

play with ur own emotions .

create your world .

but first . learn from the world itself .

and i have learnt .

intelligence is great .

but its nothing much if there is no dilligence .

are u happy now ?

i hope u are .

dont regret ur choices .

and remember . impossible is nothing .

anything can be done with a willing heart .

with this i hold dear .

if u decide to leave this world of living .

something is waiting on u to breathe again .

never give up your dreams and desire .

put ur heart ur soul and ur head into it . put ur best .

and u will get the best .

gracias .

for talking to me .

for asking me if i do .

for trying to comfort me .

for that lil sweetness found only in ur eyes .


just to say .

ur lovely .

unique .

and beautiful .


im weak . its true .

cuz im afraid to know the answer .

do u want me too .


josh - the shot down by an arrow .

okie . i do realize my emotions are going haywire .

and im noting everyone of them .

im not gnna let them affect me .

i must feel the right emotions .

im tired . just very tired .

tired of things that goes on around the world .

ppl . schedules . work . systems . topics . issues . conflicts . society . culture .

alrite .

bite it down josh .

alrite .

of most ppl i see .

they generally dont know what to do with their life .

or what they are doing to ppl are unnoticed by them . unaware .

ppl who demand so much from another person . but the person itself . is not in demand .

example . a spoiled brat girl . wants a super great boyfriend . but she herself is not classified as a super great girlfriend . so , continue dreaming .

2 . society . the need and urge to be socially accepted . alot of emotions and 'game' are in this area . the ground that i love to observe . seive out important details and make conclusions and strategies or reasons . so as not to be in failure urself . besides . im just observing a field . my terrain is far higher thdn this society im in right now .

3 . emotions . everybody goes through them . and mind reading is possible through both body language and microexpressions on faces . also not to forget tone and enviroment . one must be aware of their emotions . it is like the elements of the earth . or strategies in the art of war . each their purpose to the fullest potential . make use of your emotions .

4 . ethics . what is right and what is wrong . your brain formulating ideas and coming out with an answer . it is highly connected with the enviroment u grew in and obviously emotions . do u feel that its right ? or do u feel that is wrong ? one day emotions and ethics will become obsolete . where the human body functions just for the sake of doing so . its is the term i came with . biological robots .

currently . this is the 4 im most tired of right now . i dont feel like thinking and putting emotions into things anymore . im just plain drained and shot down like a bird . but no worries . ill soar again in no time .

confused . i really take ur words for real .

i have not much patience left .

i really really want the truth .

in love . i prefer things to be open and true .

give it to me .

or else . im taking your words for real .

so no ?

alrite . ill take it .

okie french babe .

the door is fixed and open .

you may come in now .

ill change the locks and pass you the keys .

take a step .

im tired and weak now .

sorry i couldn attend to you .

ur one lovely girl .

i just hope this works out this time .

although its not the right time now .

i really hope the ice is brokened .

and u are still viewing me on my surface .

im sorry . im really vulnerable now .

change is everywhere .

and your beauty lies not with time .

save me .

okie . alrite

was sleeping after a busy day . woke by call from mum . (had ignored her for days)

i ignored her bcuz of studies . and she called to scold me on things that i dint even do .

so yeah . was surprised to hear her voice . had no choice but to talk .

she wanted to give me her credit card . and i cud spend all de money wanted .

i said no . i dont need it . although im very low now .

she flared . like she always do . framing me of things i dint do .

and i hated that . hated being misjudged , and i always stood up for what i belived in .

i will only stand down . if my believes are brokened and all my stands are shot down . but im nt stubborn .

i see ur point of view from as many point of view as possible .

and thdn i analyze them . thdn i formulate . thdn i either agree with u or shoot u back .

so i decided to shoot back . cuz it wasnt even my fault . plus she only hear her stuff from one side . biased .

sigh . i was stressed . but anyone would have shot back . it was really too unreasonable .

okie . thdn she broke down . like always . i dont blame her . she was really stressed .

plus knowing that she's stressed my aunt would give her shitty and ungrounded intel about me .

things like i went to a strip club . stole money . and wasnt studying at all .

okie lets weigh all of this three .

one . i went to a strip club . "how de hell and why the hell would i go there ?" first of all . im underage . a club already has quite a security . i think a strip club would probably have a tighter one . and oh yeah . does singapore have a strip club ??? wtf . plus the frens that i hang out with are good dudes . and im nt a bad guy . not to mention being a gentlemen . i dont do this low class stuff .

two . stole money . yes i am low on cash now . but i hate borrowing money . so why would i go against myself . and even steal . needless to say . frens reading this . u know i woulden . simple as that .

3 . wasnt studying at all . alrito .i might understand why u could come up with that . judging my performance in school . but I AM STUDYING . damnit . im preparing for de 0's . its my dream . im nt giving it up or even slackin . if u notice . i have darker circles round my eyes these days . and its de cause of AMATH !!!

alrito . see why now. but im still wrong for arguing . thats one thing .

anyway im srry mum .

she told me too bout dad's recent news .

dad has a second mistress .

dad's very happy .

2nd mistress has a house . and a few cars .bought by daddy .

dad has three new businesses now . his new club/pub . salon . and car wash centre .

all three . under his and the mistress's name .

guess what dad went around tellin ppl as well .. that he's gnna be a father soon .

oh and guess what . mum's not pregnant .

dad . u have thrown mum's value away . u broke mum . tore her apart . and neglected her .

she lived becuz of her sons .

she's strong . she is so gnna prove u wrong .

and all u ever did in my life was to send me money . is that what father's do ?

tell u what . when ur son/daughter is born . ima pay it a lil visit .

and when i grow up and live my dreams and had fought my battles .

ima send u cash every month . just like what u did to me .

but i dont know . im nt de kinda guy who likes to take revenge . but if i have to . watch out .

anyway dad . u think ur so great now huh . doing all this shit . earning so much money .

me mum and bro will leave u . and when u get old . ill see what u do .

u think those mistresses will help u ? please .

when u were locked up and raided my de CID . they dint even visit u . watching tv at home (how i know? me and mum raided de house) . and mum and me have to reschedule all our stuff just to fly all the way there to bail u out . grateful ? no .

anger lies with me now .
cuz dad . u dont know how to treat a lady .
cuz dad . u broke mummy's heart . ur wife's heart . the lady u swore to protect at the wedding ceremony .
cuz dad . u too blind .
cuz dad . life isnt all about money .
cuz dad . i only call u that becuz of biological purposes .
cuz dad . u called only once every two months . and each time it dint last more thdn 3 mins .
cuz dad . i thank you for all this u have done . it has made me a stronger person .
cuz dad . think about it . since i was born . ever got to know ur own son ?
cuz dad . u dont know how we live our lives .
cuz dad . you dont know anything about me .
cuz dad . one day you will regret this .
cuz dad . a lost son is waiting for u at home . thinking of you everytime .

anger is a powerful tool . use it well josh .

and mum . im sorry . i love u so much . everything u have done . its all for us . its all for us . please take care of yourself . when my war is over . lets leave the battlefield together alrite ?we've been through much more thdn this . lets stay strong . like we always did .

next time we meet .

bring me close .

dun give up on me .

u told me that in bold .

u sank ur own boat .

now that things seemed cold .

there is still a lil hope .


bite into sourness

i wish u luck .

i wish u happiness .

come back not for fuck .


if ur smart enough u'll know what to do .

dont think u know and act a fool .

but we both know this aint over yet

so i hope u think and see things through .



"go away la !!"


ill do just that .

Your Ideal Relationship is Serious Dating

You're not ready to go walking down the aisle.But you may be ready in a couple of years.You prefer to date one on one, with a commitment.And while chemistry is important, so is compatibility.

You Are An INFP

The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.

im a gentlemen .

but seems like these few days im cracking up .

i dun mind having no money .

and im nt losing my values over it .

i just want to make her happy .

but at the same time find my happiness in her .

but i guess she just loves playing hard .

i have no doubt that i can make u happy .

i have even no greater doubt , if im 10 years older . with all my freedom and career .

i belive i can make most of the ladies happy .

but i only want one .

and if u intend to lose me now .

go ahead .

its as simple as an investment .

but this investment that ur making (or not ) cud change ur life dramatically .

and too im having things ur wayy .

and ten years down de road .

dun say "shitt . i shuden have let him go "

cuz no real princesses act like this .

ima let u do whatever u want with me .

u decide . whether im worthed it or not .

u decide . whether im a guy who can take u to another world .

u decide . whether im getting tired of u .

decide .

cuz im tired . not mentally nor physically .

i saw u get jealous over me b4 .

it was fun . though it was just a glimpse .

and thdn u jump straight into her to pull her away from me .

acting like it was outa pure funn .

i know baby . i know .

well that shows u hide alot of things .

but its okie .

i want u to be relaxed when ur with me .

i want u to show urself .

i want u to take a step forward and kiss me .

i want u to let ur doubts go free .

i want u to come up with ideas to make me smile .

i want u breaking away from ur masks .

cuz ur trueself is the one im in love with .

and i hate ur mask . please take it off .

you are insecure i know .

but i just want u to know i can take care of u .

of all the girls in the world . why u ?

there has to be a reason .

and i have it .

but im vulnerable now .

thinking and thinking .

cuz in three months time . alot of things is going to change .

three months is short baby .

take me away .

know when u found treasure .

cuz im wanted . dead or alive .

stop being a drama queen .

stop being a spoiled .

stop playing hard to get .

stop and do something about ur life .

stop and take a took .

stop and feel who's around u .

stop and think back what u have done .

stop and reflect .

stop and think again what u can do .

stop and love those who loves u . the right way .

stop and ill take the lead .

stop and ill love u more .

keep going . im going too .

stop .

click .

snapp .

boom .

and ur life is over .

done and dead .

do something bout it will ya josh amigo?






oh . and if ur just a coward .

i rather u kill urself .

save me the trouble okie ?






her . argh !!!!!!!!!!!
this is getting stupid .
okie . if she's not talkin . neither am i .







dude . wake up !!!!
dude . ur sick mann .
dude . where's my car .

haha .

the playful kisser ?

wth . i havent even been kissed on de lips before .

its just a stupid test josh . chill mann .

yeahh .

and i emphasize !!

IM NOT A PLAYER !!!!!!!!!!!!

so stop thinking im one .

i know i look like one . sound like one . acts like one .

BUT IM NOT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just a dude . whos comfortable around de ladies . appreciates their wayy of thinking and helps them out .

thats all .

and still . i hate it when ppl think im one .

especially the someone im lookin for might back off becuz of that .

damn it .

chill josh . it aint a big deal . they always get things wrong . just let them be .

alrito josh . u can do it .

maybe cuz girls are more expressive .

more unique .

more interesting to comprehend .

thats why im around them .

but heyy . i swear to God . me aint a player .

just a funloving dude .

Your EQ is 180

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

OMG !!!!! I SWEAR IM NOT A DIRTY LIAR !!!! WHOOHOOO!!! SURPRISED SURPRISED !!!

moti course !!!!

oh mann , it was cool .

it was great !!

it was funn !!

haha . actually it was fun cuz i wanted to learn .

even though i know their stuffs already .

but yeahh . nothing is impossible !!

a willing heart .

a learning experience !!

i mean . in this camp . i hope my friends see what im capable of .

but truthfully .

the camp has fufilled all my objectives .(read previous posts)

so yeahh . thats moti course for me .

haha . she saw my goals . she encouraged me .

Godd . shes really different . and im slowly fallin in love .

but heyy , dont think its the right time .

get focused josh .

dont sway .

your darkest emotions were from yourself .

the warrior within . awakened .

the vengence for blood . unleashed .

the gentlemen . is still there .

the love . kept away .

the hope . she finds me .

the actions bout her . we shall see .

but at de mean time . i do my best to not get distracted .

if taran can do it . so can i .

muahaha . ROAR !!!!!!

josh - the sentimental

her beautiful bright eyes .

caught me everytime .

the lady that makes my knees wobble .

the lady that makes me stutter and be lost for words .

gosh . its been too long .

that i have kept her away . knowing my desire .

but the religion gap .

im afraid .

she makes me feel weird . nervous .

i havent been feelin that before i met her in sec 3 .

im comfortable with girls . girls are fun to be with . they make noise . and funny expressions .

but i just cant seem to be alrite around her .

maybe she doesnt know that im nt alrite .

but nvm .

should i take up the courage ?

haha josh .

i just wished she knew me better .

who i am .

thdn will she see that we have actually alot in common .

but mann .

high IQ and EQ and has her life probably her wayy . fights for what she wants . doesnt follow the crowd . have a gd set of thoughts about life . and looks like a french babe .

that impresses me really .

cuz even though i have my life my wayy .

the results in school mann .

hope she doesnt see me jus as what my report book sayys .

but i promise i would work hard .

to prove everyone that i can do it .

maybe to impress her .

but mann .

nvm .

ima just do my own things .

cuz eagles need their spaces .

and still .
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her beautiful bright eyes .

it catches me everytime .

awesome dayy .

course was alrite !

i have things to learn !!!!

i won a prize !!!

i found a living testimonial that my dreams can really be done !!!

and its not just a belief anymore . YES !!!

ihave proof and now i so wanna prove everyone that i can do it !!!

out of cash .

in wallet .only.

haha . will dig more at home .

damn u kenneth .

will ya be humble ?

u cant even remember thekeys properly .

and i could .

and did i sayy a thing ??? no i dint dude .

please . i know ur hyped up to proof ur worth .

but dude . do it with style . be calm .

haha okie . another issue to comment on

hidaya drew a johnny depp !!!

whoh .. she muz have spent some time really drawing stuff .

but hidaya if u read this !! STUDY IS MORE IMPT NOW !!!

haha . but if u manage time well and u think u still can do it ! GO AHEAD !! haha

back to de camp .

im excited !! to see the outcome of this camp !!

i wanna learn new things !!

refresh some memories !!

get focused all over once again !!

i love that feeling of true hype and will !!

haha . but my success is not dependant on this course duhh .

dun go . ohh josh . i see that the camp is doing very well for u good for u thdn (as they see my grades improving) .

haha. i tell u ill think that ur the stupidest moron on earth .

maybe cuz i just hate u .

or mnaybe cuz i just hate it when ppl misjudge me .

okie anyway . lil hyped . gettin more hyped ~!



oh yeahh one more thing .

NO MORE OF BARNEYING WITH ME!!!

You Are Internal - Realist - Empowered

You feel your life is controlled internally.If you want something, you make it happen.You don't wait around for things to go your way.You value your independence and don't like others to have control. You are a realist when it comes to luck.You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random.You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...But you do your best to try to make your own luck. You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order.You realize that working the system does get you further.You know who to defer to and who to control.When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly.

Joshe

23/01/1990

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But that;s not what ships are built for

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