I really really do

domingo, septiembre 17, 2006

i feel this surge for death within .

the enigma of who i am is killing me .

i am my own murderer .

i want to feel every bit of my body tremble .

and i am intrigued by what's to come .

no one cares .

even if they do . they will never get what i want to make me smile .

they never had the guts to say what they truly feel .

never had the guts to do what they really want.

never fought for their lives .

never cared enough if josh live or die .

the bleeding starts again today .
and i dont intend to stop it .

will anyone be my tourniquet this time .

josh - the darkened blood shall flow .

6:40 p. m.