Met Dillan to plan for 0's .
we gt to know a lil of each other .
and he said "WHAT A WASTE !!!"
to me .
cuz he said with my intelligience, ingredients and personality i shouldnt be getting these kinda results .
i should be at the top .
Dillian thinks my enviroment sucks .
he hates de system in schools in Singapore .
Said my efforts and personality are meant for a purpose .
and said that the PEOPLE just dont see it .
anyway , we talked for quite awhile .
very philosophical . intriguing . and deep .
He belives . and by actually conveying this kind of speech to me and expecting me to understand .
he knows i knows .
and that is cool .
anyway , we got the planning started .
and he explained and told me wisdom .
"u fall , get back up and run faster"
"reason why people dislike school is because they lack a purpose"
"knowledge is power"
"infinite knowledge is infinite power"
"power is freedom"
and many more .
at least this is working .
i feel awesome , more focused and definitely motivated .
He's impressed .
but he's yet to know more of what ived done .
but at times like this is when josh humbles himself .
where de egoistic funloving josh aint him .
oh mann . u dont know what ived done and conquered .
maybe thats why when i say little things like being a genius .
im considered blowing my trumpet .
okie . you haven seen the real trumpet mann .
i forgive u .
thdn again , maybe i should just not say a thing at all .
anyway , josh is happy with his new friend .
its gnna work .
and fear is how i fall .
everbody fears , even subconsciously .
cuz sometimes ppl think they are fearless .
Dillian said i have a fear of achieving . and im not aware of it .
constantly running away from my fear subconsciously .
and thats when procrastination comes in .
thats it people .
you are gonna miss Joshy .
fear is in de eye of de beholder .
and as fearless as josh gets , he has to take this down first .
josh - the phantom conquerer
