okie , partty is over ,
left with a sundayy to rest .
to prepare for school for 2 weeks .
wth .
supposed to have a months break and all .
now this really screws up my personal time table .
and i dont like it .
bloody . just have to put in extra effort mann .
u can take it josh , just do it .
and this 2 weeks in school is gnna be sick .
teachers will be disappointed , angry and blablabla at me .
well , its what i deserve .
i bear full responsibility .
so yeahh josh .
take a good rest on sundayy .
and prepare to face the music in school .
ppl will laugh , be cynical , tell me off , demoralize me .
and u know what ?
im still gnna belive in myself .
just like i did for 2.4 km .
u will be surprised , awed , and shocked .
and by thdn . maybe i wont shake ur hand .
this 6 weeks after prelims is crucial .
the water is getting much hotter .
and good tea brew best is hot water .
rite ?
maybe i see too much in things .
probably thats whyy prelims doesnt scare me .
okie . ima gnna make O's scary .
when im afraid , i go all out to break that fear .
alrite .
all talk and no action is for crappers .
gtta work josh . gtta work .
will still write bout life here .
maybe to record the thoughts that run my mind for this 6 weeks .
josh . just do what u do best .
ur gnna defeat this barrier like any other ones that u had broken .
just do it .
the fallen angel has a destiny to fufill .
out of this world i will be .
fighting at a mental state for thee .
and may after the battle i be free .
attained wisdom like a thousand year old tree .
=] impossible is nothing
