this is killing me !!
i cant eat sleep think properly .
affecting me . affecting my progress .
think ima screw up prelims again .
nono josh . get up !! to de end !!!
sighh . ived calculated .
even if i get 35 for prelims . im still gnna make it to rjc or some other gd jc . as carefully planned .
but how much am i aiming for prelims ? 23>L1R5 . as alpha planned .
i wanna go before schedule !! .
seems like one day i dont get this off my head . ill nv concentrate fully .
Gah !!!!!! God !! why do u have to put this to me all the time !! yes i know . im suppose to learn and grow from it . appreciate the thought . but not now !!
so little time left for prelims . and they teachers and ppl will talk again .
me getting around 20 for L1R5 during prelims aint gnna take josh to rjc ." blablabla . u cant make it blablabla . see i told u so " blablabla . im so disappointed in u " blablabla .
mutherfuckers . think what u want .
yes i do agree , not much time left .
this is crazy .
so much is happening . how am i gnna take it all down .
nvm joshy . all u've got . all u've got .
but hell !!! gah .
another day i cant get this off my mind . im getting weaker somehow .
i shud stop thinking and leave it alone rite ?? thats what everybody says . even i think so .
but u know what ??
IT WONT LEAVE ME ALONE !!!!
GAH !!!
somebody . someone . SAVE ME !!!
hmm . i shud get my bio amath emath and humans done first .
nt gnna care bout science .
yeahh .
gah !!
grrr .
@#$*(
^%$#@#%^&
killer .
murderer .
i want to get this off my mind !!!!!!!!
someone talk to me .
tell me things and sweet nothings .
whisper to me ur heart .
ur soul divine .
let me rest in peace .
frustrating it is so .
please girl . i came to see u todayy .
and im still pretty much unconscious .
will u wake me up ?
