Dark , this is so dark .
im feeling the light again .
the light so bright .
i can feel the body crumble .
as white and black battle for one .
my soul cant take this communion anymore .
i feel as if im Prince of Persia : The Two Thrones
Anyone who completed the game should know how im feeling rite now .
thdn again , maybe im just two person in different times .
when the dark warrior takes over , though they serve the same purpose ,
he is more powerful , but he needs the sands of time for survival .
whereas the actual self that needs not , is weaker .
sands of time are precious .
they let you undo your mistakes from the past .
as long as i have the sands of time , i survive and rule aint it .
that is right , i do not know what is happening to me ,
but i feel as if i have to do some destruction .
fuck that incident ,
yes i won , so what ?
ived fought so hard to win ,
but in the end , it didnt matter at all .
in this school i start anew .
ive fought for who i am .
lost the prestige .
someone's out to get me .
i wanna fend this myself .
Protect me ? bullshit .
try protecting urself first losers .
call yourself professionals .
Mercernaries , how can i forget ?
sweden and nepol .
i guess nobody remembered the day they made me tear
i condescended to washing cars ,
remembered what u guys did ?
though it was just an ippw . aint real .
i just told myself to bear with it .
and i forgive them .
for they do not know what they are doing .
who they are offending .
and i dont have to prove anythin .
i just want my peace .
This world is killing me .
as i do my best to hug my values close .
honour , dignity , respect
the few importants .
they do not know this .
why do i speak in a tone ?
there must be reasons to it .
and im not telling you why .
im not even suppose to say anythin related here .
but u guys are too stupid to find out anything anyway .
those "guardians" can nv find me here .
i wonder if the simple life is gd .
is the what u called fate ?
doubt it , its called cause and effect .
as far as i have the conditions to be spoiled .
i want to do this on my own .
cuz that is what life is about .
values , not materials .
im angry not becuz of what happened .
im just god damn hate the way they do things around here .
insensitive with the words they say .
logic is all that matter ? fun ?
always hiding , always thinking what ppl would think of them .
even in love , isnt it supposed to be true and open ?
isnt it supposed to be lovely and sweet ?
since when did cold battles blind them from each other .
everything , isnt supposed to be like this .
im still giving you time ,
but theres not much left .
if you think still that you are right .
if that you dont need me as a friend anymore .
if that what you want is to fend this world without me by your side .
if that you want to destroy the mask yourself .
im alrite with that .
im tired ..
here i apologize for all that i have done wrong .
here i forgive you ,
everyone has desires .
as much as i want to be positive .
im going let things happen .
its your choice now .
im not just saying this to one person .
say something or not .
keep a friend , or not .
josh - the throne
