MOS will Be My New Gym ~

Haha .

Well Met Huan Yuet .

Cool Girl .

And Some Dudes Tried to Get Her .

Real Funny Stuff Happened Later On .

Oh . And I bet u killed Me with that 'Punch' In The stomach .

haha . Accomplice / Victim huh .

We Had Some Fun
U dance Pretty Well too .
And When i Told Ya Those Stuffs .
I Meant It Mann .
Which Coincide With That Debate In The Taxi
=]
Just Let It Out Freestyle Nxt time .

Danced with a Couple of Ladies .

Real Srry Ken . haha . and why de hell did u keep moving out ?
Get In and PARTY Mann !!! haha

Saw Selena and Another Lady Friend .

They Saw Me + I Saw Them = Party !!

Rocked With Them !!!

Damn !!!!

Total Booty Call Mann ..

WHOOO !!! ROMPE !!!!

Thdn After That . Met Belle and Baby At The Floor .

Haha . Pop Rockers . Wayy Cool .

Moved To The BEat with them Again ~

Dont Wnna Update Much On It To Be Visible .

Just Wanna Lay Low ..

Having Some Deep Thoughts ..

Ill Write It Down Somewhere Else ..

PARTY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Anyway =]

Had TONNES of Fun There =]

Watching Dudes Trying To Pick up Girls With Their Retarded Pick up Lines Was Fun . haha

Well . Surprisingly , only some of em gt numbers .

Those ladies Were Out to get too .

You Pimp the Girls Im Dancing With .
U get Rejected . Simple . haha

Djs were alrite . Basically I have de songs already ..

The Bass Is Abs Most Awesome mann .

Thanks Ken ! Amigos For Life !






J0sH - The Gentlemen At The Dance Floor

Beauty

The Beauty Of The World Has Two Edges ..
One Of Laughter ..
One Of Anguish ..
Cutting My Heart Asunder ..

Some Say ..

Beauty Isnt Real ..
That It Only Exists In Perception ..
That It Is No Quality In Things Themselves ..
Making It Exists Only In The Mind That Contemplates Them ..

Others ..

There Is Certainly No Absolute Standard of Beauty..
That Precisely Is What Makes Its Pursuit So Interesting ..

Something Of Beauty Is a Joy Forever ..
Its Loveliness Increases ..
It WIll Never Pass Into Nothingness ..

And Plastic Surgeons ..

Says That They Are Tired Of All the Nonsense That Beauty Is Only Skin Deep ..
Saying Thats Deep Enough ..
Asking What Else Does The World Want ..
An Adorable Pancreas ?

The Dictionary ..

The quality present in a thing or person that gives intense pleasure or deep satisfaction to the mind, whether arising from sensory manifestations , a meaningful design or pattern, or something else as a personality in which high spiritual qualities are manifest .














J0sH

And Me .

I Say .

That .

Beauty Is How You Feel Inside ..
And It Reflects in Your Eyes ..
It Is Not Something Physical ..

Beauty Is Not In The Face ..
It Is In The Light Of The Heart ..

For People Are Like Stained Glass Windows ..
They Sparkle And Shine When The Sun Is Out ..
But When Darkness Sets In ..
Their True Beauty Is Revealed Only When There Is a Light Within ..

At First I Thought There Was a Beauty Defined ..
Thdn Now I Realized .. There Wasnt a Meant To Be ..

Its Something Of Soul ..
Something Meant To Be Felt ..

Im Not Saying That It is Perfection ..
Nothing is Perfect In This World ..
For Beauty Without Flaw is a Flaw Itself ..
And If Perfection Lies In an Imperfect Word ..
Doesnt That Make Perfection Non-existent ?

Shall I Compare You To a Summer's Day ?
The Dancing Fire Of The Night ?
Or The Rarest Of Gems In The World ?

How Else And How Long Would I Have To Wait ..
To Ever Embrace You In My Arms Feeling your Warmth and Every Breath ..
To Bite Your Lips And Savour Your Love ?

Your Sweet Gestures ..
The Fun I Had ..
Just For This One Chance ..
To Dare This Love ..

J0sH - I Hope u'll Like It .

You Are SOO DAMN CUTE !!!!

Haha . Alrite .

Gt Me Dyed Today ~

Im Nt Sure If Its Nice .

Kinda Forgot How Black Looks Like Anymore .

Well Well ..

It Looks Nice To Me .

Or Maybe Cuz im just Tired Of Black Hair ??

Spawned For de New Look .

Alrite !!! It Suits What im Coming With ..

So Its gd ..

And If I Get Tired Of It Soon ..

Ill Dye it Black Back .

Haha ..

Im Starting To Like Macs Alot ..

=]














J0sH - Nervous Wreck .

Chalet ~

Its Alrite .

Had Fun Meeting Friends Again And Crapping With Them During The Oh So Scary NIght Walk .

Scared The Crapp Out Of Isabel and Jasmin For a Second =P

Definitely Worthed it !!

HAHA !! =Ppppppppppppppppppppppppp

It Was Nice Seeing Them Again =]

Thdn It Was Fun Trashing The Other Ppl At DOA with Jann Lee

Haha , Basically Johnathan did 3/5 of de work .

I freakin Gt my Xbox confiscated Like A year ago.. boo ..

so i Forgotten How My Touches On de Gaming Board Works ..

Garhh ,,, Sucking at Ninja Gaiden Sucks ..

We Used To Be Ninja Gods .. What de Hell Happened mann ..

Rite Ken ?

Anyway ..

We Dint Manage To Do It ..

Cant Freakin Get The Meds ..

How Freakin sad ..

Guess We Werent In The Mood And He wasnt Evn Drinking any Stuff ..

WTH !!!!

NOT FAIR !!!

JUSTICE IS NOT SERVED !!!

That Nite ..

Some Girls Was Apparently Pissed Over Ppl Taking Over their Beds ..

Claiming They Wanted To Sleep And Had No Place ..

That Those Girls Upstairs Were Inconsiderate Taking The place Fer Chit Chat..

So They Called Me up To Tell them ..

I really thought They needed sleep ..

Or Rather .. Wanted Sleep ..

So i Did ..

And Almost Reaching There ..

My Frens Stopped Me ..

Thdn They Explained blablabla ..

Saying That She Just Aint Happy Bout Nt Having De Place ..

That She Doesnt Really Wanna Sleep ..

Wth ..

Okie ..

So I gt Down ..

Continue With Ninja Gaiden ..

Den Heard They Said Something Like i Didnt Called Them up ..

Which I Didnt la .. I was Stopped .. Remember ?

Well Later What Gt Me a Lil Heated ..

Was That I Told her ..

If Ya wanna sleep .. den ill Get Them Down ..

if U dont wanna sleep .. Thdn Stay here ..

They are sleeping/ sleepin soon already ..

Den Here goes ..

She aint happy cuz she wanted de bed ..

she wanted de air con ..

Den Called Me useless for nt doing what i was told ..

den two girls from de top come down ..

well they seemed fairly unhappy ..

a little out numbered ..













That's Just Crap ..

Since They Gt The Room First ..

Then They Have De Rights To Stay There ..

Madm Tan Slept Downstairs with all de noise ..

Knowing That She Hates Noise and Being Disturbed During Sleep ..

Jasmin Slept In the Other Room On de Floor ..

Are You Telling Me There's Not ENough Floor ??

Oh im Srry .. Your too High Class To Sleep On The Floor Right ??

Mr Lim Freaking Slept On The Sofa Cuz There Was No Freakin Place ..

And there u Were .. Making Fun of Him ..

And The Poor Two Girls ..

Feeling So Dejected ..

WTf ..

They Are Ur ClassMates mann ..

Besides .. Wth Did They Do to u ..

So they Are Sitting There ..

And U decide To Ignore them and give them that "ived won" look .

And You Put de Blame On me for nt standing up for you ??

what do i look like ?

so who to blame ?

The two Sweet Ladies Who Came to Stop me ?

Fine .. Their Fault Thdn ..

RIte ??

NO !!!

Wth ...

I Decided to leave the place afterwards ..

I dint even Bother To say Bye ..


Dont Blame It on Me again ..

You Took Advantage of a Gentlemen ..

I have No words left for u ..

Learn Some Class will you ?













Oh Yeahh ..

Heard U Guys wanna GangBang Me Again !!

Haha ..

And HEre i am ..

Bloggin AT home !!

Ur at Pasir Ris ..

Im At Bukit Panjang ..

Definitely Cant Catch Me ..

=P













J0sH - The Stars Were Bright .

Your Lovely Eyes ..

Shall Never Fade ..

Till Love , Let Us Try ..

Will We End This Masquerade ..













J0sH - Falling Into Dreams WIth You

Low ..

just Low ..

Im refering to the people she's talking about ..

Not Her ..

For all i know .. Im on her side ..

Not against her ..

i dont like retards who spread crap too ..

not that i care what they think ..

I Know its her comment u dumbass ..

Ived Lived 16 years to not know how to read u think ?

i dont deny i mistook about the camp stuff ..

Cuz i thought she's our badge or something ..

Whats up with the huge reactions ?

And now im the one with wrong facts ..

Perfito .

Im sure the world is full of understanding mature people who solve things with an open heart ..

as said . im nt gnna quarrel .

I dont want any thing to go bad cuz of this dumb issue either .

by all means .. if u still think im at fault ..

im taking the blame thdn ..

My Responsibility ..

Im To Be Responsible For Whatever Happened ..

Now hush ..

im nt wasting my breath on it .

bury the stupid hatchet will u ?

Im srry Ur a Retard ..

Josh Refuses to Engage in a Battle of Wits with an Unarmed Person .

Dont Take My Patience For Granted .

I dont think u guys know ms13 .

Dont Get Me Heated ..

You will Fucking Die ..

Just Burn In Hell okie ?

Perro A Diablo

Absolutamente De Acuerdo A Quita De En Medio

BitchFit Yourself .

Fuck It off . Get It Lost .

De Amigo doesnt like to hurt .

So Burn it away ..

Josh - Dejame Tranquilo

somebody kill me ..

Sorry For That ..

I didnt believe it ..

well .

Curiosity killed the cat ..

Till Thdn ..

A kiss Will Do ..

To Forget ..

A Love Thats True ..

To Remember ..

I'll Dwell For Awhile ..













J0sH - The End Is NEar .. Playtime is Here =]

I just Watched Braveheart again ..

Tears Down My Face ..

Im Feeling Every Bit Of it .

I Love That ..

I See A William Wallace In Me ..

And Like Him Will I Fall ..

Or Rather .. Had ..

This Endless For Freedom Is Almost My Life .

And I Will Never Forget ..

The Calling ..













This A Beginning Of the End ..

And A Part of My Life Will Follow ..

The Rest Will Fight On ..

Fight And Bleed ..

For Everything I Once Had ..

For a Freedom Ived Bled..

For a Dream Ived Lived..

For All That I Am ..













Death Is Calling ..













I am so Afraid ..













The Requiem Is Near ..














J0sH - Stand

First of all .. Thanks For the Sweet Gift ..

No wait .. U owed me !! haha .

Thanks again anyway !!

I hope nxt time we open our mouths is nothing related to savouring the melt .

haha =]

Secondly ..

j0sh got sliced again !!!!

Amath is killing ..

thinking that i may finish entirely in 2 days work .

i am definitely crazy .

ill get round 50+ for p1 i think .

pathetic .

who knows . i may even fail p1 .

ARGH !!!!

This is crazy ..

im doing well for de rest of de papers .. i think ..

if my amath is going to stop me from my dream ..

im going bonkers ..

nobody to blame but se mua ..

se mua that didnt start early ..

wth .

now i have half the book to charge at .

and have another day to charge it .

i want my p2 to be near perfect .

i have to .

i must .

i must .

i must .

failure aint an option josh .

you are gnna hit the floor hard ..

you are gnna get angry at yourself for the past mistakes ..

maybe 0's will make me sober ..

to be that acheiver i once was ..

bloody hell ..

coming to think of it ..

i did do well when i was a kid ..

no matter what ..

and guess what happened ??

i dont wanna tell ..

i dont wanna remember ..

this just sucks ..

that hard a blow to a kid can kill him ..

respect the courage that he has to stand on his own again , will you ?

garhhhh ...

me want to reach my goals so badly ..

so so badly ..

i wanna taste the sweet fufillment and freedom again ..

garhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHH

thats it mann ..

last paper for amath ..

my all on it ..

one last shot .

its either you make it or not ..

gosh .. i missed the old josh ..

i hate my new self now ..

but that will have to work for me .

at least for the moment .

garhh .. i hate seeing my dreams go down ..

but its not dead yet !!

i want no requiem for a dream ..

thats right josh .

thats right ..













J0sH - Hunter Hunted

Rumours ..

hmm ..

shud i care ??

nope ..

so long as my heart is pure ..

thanks to all who doubted me ..

ived wouldn be who i am today ..

=]

j0sH - i know im not modest . but its not like im a bad guy u know ?

Personality Test

http://www.pulseware.com.au/site_pi.asp?p=wpa-13837&a=personality-tests&u=213293x3fe083&ms=y&sh=y

Yeahh . Arent ya Curios ? i know i was ..

J0sH is Sliced !!!

I dont know for what reason ..

wel actually i do ..

That i had absolutely no mood for de paper today ..

i was thinking slowly ..

and i couldn finish on time ..

lost alot of marks ..

garhhhhh !!!!

after counting and counting preparing for de worst ..

i think i got an overall of 78 for Em ..

which i think im screwed if de moderation for A1 is 90 ..

Isnt that like 3 grades down ?!?!?!

HEY !!! ME WANT A1 s !!!

NOT B3s !!!!

Grrrrrr ....

J0sH no Cry over spilled milk ..

J0sH Will Work Harder For AM ..

Thats Right !!

Last Battle and im Not Gg Down !!!













srry to those who i zhuaied to .
didnt mean it .
i was delighted . very .
guess me got me med today .
=]













I Really Hope and Pray Me to Amato Will Be like a Shotgun to
close ranged enemies .
and Hope I get enough Ammo .
On second thought .
Katanas Aint Bad either !!













J0sH Gtta Go .
J0sH Gtta Move .
J0sH Gtta Flow .
J0sH Gtta Prove .













Adios !
J0sH - The Sage

Im Happy I guess ..

Having to Have Cleared My Academic Enemies One By One ..

So Far .. I Havent Been Hurt Much By the Academic War ..

Damages Were Skin Deep ..

As I Look Forth To Fight Add Math ..

Hope I only Get Scratches ..

While Happy As Can Be ..

Wishing And Thanking The Heavens ..

She Didnt Even Gave a Look ..

Thats Down Right Crushing ..

Thdn Reasons Start Flooding My Head ..

Garh !!! What The Hell Is Wrong !?!?!

Yes .. Im Stupid for Going a lil mental over This ..

Srry I cant help it .. Its not like i wanted it to affect me ..

it just did like only God Knows Why ..

And it Affected My Mood For Geo Paper ..

I lost a Couple Of Marks ..

But its alright i guess ..

I told myself to stay clear and focus ..

Im not going down just for our eyes to meet ..

Though i very much wanted it to be that way ..














With The Silver Rain Pour ..
Crushing Flashes Came to Me ..
Hearing The Thunder Call ..
Breaking Myself Loving Thee ..













Im Thinking Too Much Really .. I Think ..

JosH - The Beat Goes On ..

ALL THE WAY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God The Savior ..

YOU RULE !!!!!!

Just Got A Letter From Ax .

Im Officially In Club 21 !!

Hell Yeahh !!

Ever Since Primary School ..

Or Kindergarden ..

My Report Books Had Been Saying ..

Saying That i Have Great Potential ..

That i can acheive Great Results if Focused ..

Every year ..

It is the same ..













I have most things settled ..

in terms of personal skills ..

in terms of growth ..

know many rules of life ..

Have A Good Temple ..

A Dominant Eq ..

Lead ppl in their lives ..

ived been through Shoes..

a number of reputable things ..

Ived Fought The Good Fight ..

Ived Done so much ..















Why isnt it reflected in a report ?

Not That i Care Of ..

Well i Do actually ..

Thdn ppl in the academy can see me ..

Its all mental again ..

Its all Masks Again ..














So what ?

I dont want to Have Potential ..

So what am i ??

I belonged to a regret ..

Im a Wasted Talent ..

I dont want Potential ..

I want Fufillment ..

I want My Purpose Served ..

I want All That i Can give ..

I want What i Deserve ..













How Blind is this world ..

Im Sick Of The Lies I hear Everyday ..

Sick Of the Covering Up ppl Do ..

Sick Of The Stabs ..

Am i That A Wanted ?

Forgiveness Through Understanding ..













Need more breaking of myself ..

To Discover what is stopping me academically ..

Maybe The O's would be sufficient ..

Ived set up a scenario ..

whereby i win or lose ..

ill benefit ..

with all factors taken care of ..

that means i would still want to fight ..

and give my best ..

rather thdn taking the easy way out ..

i hate it ..

theres no room for improvement ..

no room for fufillment ..

enough room to hold all your great potential ..

again .. im saying this ..

i dont want to be a great potential ..

i want to be a great fufillment ..













i hereby pledge ..

My very best into this Battle so soon to come ..

Even if i Fall .. I Fall with Dignity ..

And When the Days of Lights Are Here ..

Ill Taste The Very Sweet of Freedom Acheived ..

Ill Make It ..

What More Thdn To Doubt Yourself In Times like this ..

It will only Cost You Your Fufillment ..













J0sH - Lets Strive For The Best We Can

Just Keep Going Josh ..

Do That ..

One Shot ..

One Opportunity ..

All You've Got Josh ..

All You've Got ..

You Know How Much Shit You Will Be In If You Dont ..

Everything ..

This Is It ..













Have Faith ..

Im Losing Myself ..

Without Fear , There is No Courage ..

Let Me Be Brave ..

And Trust In You ..

Let The Angels Sing ..

Let The Mountains Bow ..

Let The Devil May Cry ..

With You ..

I Dare Walk The Valley Of Death ..













J0sH - At The Alter

Joshe

23/01/1990

Ships in the harbour are safe

But that;s not what ships are built for

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