Ever Since Primary School ..
Or Kindergarden ..
My Report Books Had Been Saying ..
Saying That i Have Great Potential ..
That i can acheive Great Results if Focused ..
Every year ..
It is the same ..
I have most things settled ..
in terms of personal skills ..
in terms of growth ..
know many rules of life ..
Have A Good Temple ..
A Dominant Eq ..
Lead ppl in their lives ..
ived been through Shoes..
a number of reputable things ..
Ived Fought The Good Fight ..
Ived Done so much ..
Why isnt it reflected in a report ?
Not That i Care Of ..
Well i Do actually ..
Thdn ppl in the academy can see me ..
Its all mental again ..
Its all Masks Again ..
So what ?
I dont want to Have Potential ..
So what am i ??
I belonged to a regret ..
Im a Wasted Talent ..
I dont want Potential ..
I want Fufillment ..
I want My Purpose Served ..
I want All That i Can give ..
I want What i Deserve ..
How Blind is this world ..
Im Sick Of The Lies I hear Everyday ..
Sick Of the Covering Up ppl Do ..
Sick Of The Stabs ..
Am i That A Wanted ?
Forgiveness Through Understanding ..
Need more breaking of myself ..
To Discover what is stopping me academically ..
Maybe The O's would be sufficient ..
Ived set up a scenario ..
whereby i win or lose ..
ill benefit ..
with all factors taken care of ..
that means i would still want to fight ..
and give my best ..
rather thdn taking the easy way out ..
i hate it ..
theres no room for improvement ..
no room for fufillment ..
enough room to hold all your great potential ..
again .. im saying this ..
i dont want to be a great potential ..
i want to be a great fufillment ..
i hereby pledge ..
My very best into this Battle so soon to come ..
Even if i Fall .. I Fall with Dignity ..
And When the Days of Lights Are Here ..
Ill Taste The Very Sweet of Freedom Acheived ..
Ill Make It ..
What More Thdn To Doubt Yourself In Times like this ..
It will only Cost You Your Fufillment ..
J0sH - Lets Strive For The Best We Can
