First of all .. Thanks For the Sweet Gift ..
No wait .. U owed me !! haha .
Thanks again anyway !!
I hope nxt time we open our mouths is nothing related to savouring the melt .
haha =]
Secondly ..
j0sh got sliced again !!!!
Amath is killing ..
thinking that i may finish entirely in 2 days work .
i am definitely crazy .
ill get round 50+ for p1 i think .
pathetic .
who knows . i may even fail p1 .
ARGH !!!!
This is crazy ..
im doing well for de rest of de papers .. i think ..
if my amath is going to stop me from my dream ..
im going bonkers ..
nobody to blame but se mua ..
se mua that didnt start early ..
wth .
now i have half the book to charge at .
and have another day to charge it .
i want my p2 to be near perfect .
i have to .
i must .
i must .
i must .
failure aint an option josh .
you are gnna hit the floor hard ..
you are gnna get angry at yourself for the past mistakes ..
maybe 0's will make me sober ..
to be that acheiver i once was ..
bloody hell ..
coming to think of it ..
i did do well when i was a kid ..
no matter what ..
and guess what happened ??
i dont wanna tell ..
i dont wanna remember ..
this just sucks ..
that hard a blow to a kid can kill him ..
respect the courage that he has to stand on his own again , will you ?
garhhhh ...
me want to reach my goals so badly ..
so so badly ..
i wanna taste the sweet fufillment and freedom again ..
garhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHH
thats it mann ..
last paper for amath ..
my all on it ..
one last shot .
its either you make it or not ..
gosh .. i missed the old josh ..
i hate my new self now ..
but that will have to work for me .
at least for the moment .
garhh .. i hate seeing my dreams go down ..
but its not dead yet !!
i want no requiem for a dream ..
thats right josh .
thats right ..
J0sH - Hunter Hunted
