YO !!!!
haha .
Life is Rocking .
Buzy .
and vvv buzy .
doing some management stuff in my life .
time to get things right .
=]
all sides of amigos are blacked out .
Zss amigos are slowly drifting away .
can hardly see them now .
and ij amigos barely know me .
raine says im rash . wth .
party amigos are just having their own fun .
ill live .
its like this period of time to get everything set and done .
de engine running .
thdn ill go catch up with them .
Sharifah emailed me .
Garhh .
Someday k ? Someday .
And Ij ij ij ..
=] a new me ?
hell no .
its nt gnna take over .
im nt letting it .
kinda forget how's de warrior now .
its like now im this machine .
and like jasmin said , brain;s missing .
so's the heart i guess .
Carried de Huge me 2 you bear frm Fy's hse back .
Godd . does that attract attention or does that attract attention .
especially de girls . *its nt a gd thing*
i can just see their eyes light up .
with their jaws slightly falling .
well , u can have it if u want .
seriously , just ask .
How are you , My Crusade .
tourniquets stopping bleed .
i hardly notice your fade .
making u regret , my creed .
i know , u think ur having fun .
but the past will never change .
though it haunts .
i stare at it in the eye .
do you think i fear ?
Rightt , that aside .
haha . rock it .
New Media Arts Exco Auditions on Monday .
=]
i love auditions .
where every and anything goes .
unpredictablilty , my part strength .
IJC is tedious . so yet fun .
guess im sitting down after this .
and think about life .
get a stack of paper .
and start thinking bout that million .
before 21 . my new ambition .
and Dreams , its time to unfold them .
OH YEAH !! i discovered something damn cool today .
while i was walking home , was thinking bout the mind .
and i remembered i have photographic memory .
so while i walk down this pathway .
i closed my eyes .
and started walking .
in my mind im picturing how everything is as i walk .
bout 30 secs ,
surprisingly im still walking ( havent hit anythin yet )
thdn i stopped .
remember the picture in my mind . (of the surroundings)
how close that tree is to me , where's de ground etc etc .
opened my eyes .
BLOODY HELL !!! IM PSYCHIC !!!
WHOOHOO !!!
EVERYTHING WAS EXACTLY HOW I PICTURED IT !!!(almost)
i think .
i need to hone this new found skill .
now i know why those martial artiste always blindfold themselves ,
saying " when one of ur senses is down , the others become stronger "
haha .
This is a new fun .
guess ived helped another soul to get back on her feet .
and i made it seem as if she did it on her own .
awesome .
cuz confidence and believing is very important .
now that u believe yourself , everything is going well .
you dont feel the pain anymore .
and that person is nothing more .
=] rock on .
muahahaha .
6pac is coming .
2 more weeks .
losing weight is easy .
=]
DJ classes started and damn it is it HELL load of fun .
Hell yes .
John Klas ROCKS !!!
i know i have wings .
i do .
this complicated mind of mine .
is a mind of minds .
i forgive it for its intensity .
i forgive myself for a deciphering mime .
now , ill just let the natural unmillitary .
and enjoy every bit of intelligience's fine .
still , nobody knows who i am .
J0SHE - Knight of Freedom .
