Perhaps its nostalgia
perhaps lookin at those pictures of the ones i spent time with over previous year took me down a lil .
thdn i wonder if it made sense to feel that .
i didnt set de frame right in de first place ,
that i couldn care less bout social groups ,
cuz im so sick of all de superficial reactions that humans forced into their own reality .
thdn , i wonder , if i was wrong .
did it and did it not that i made a choice ?
was i insane ? sad . or crazy .
cuz if that's de case , perhaps im alright .
if not , maybe ived been the one who's been changing masks .
was it ?
all i did was to feel how i really feel . at different situations .
i didnt meant a masquerade to happen .
and it didnt .
im happy , for being who i am .
im happy , that i have a choice .
that i actually want to make a choice thdn rather fall into the trap of social conditioning .
who cares ?
now i knw .
but at least i do .
i hope de best for them ,
that they will truly pursue a dream .
and experience de blood flow pass their every vein .
thdn , they will truly knw that they are alive .
well alot did happen over the past week ,
i missed her birthday , and frm thdn on , everythin was madness in a package .
im handlin it pretty nicely .
i dont want any of my classmates to worry .
they'd be too crank to worry anyway .
but alright .
love to those who did =]
Never explain yourself .
Your best friend dont need it ,
and your enemies wont believe it .
